Ever get the feeling your not pretty enough and you end up fading into the background...
Like no one notices you... Your just there... But your sorta not?
I feel like that right now... I don't know why... So many imperfections..
Aren't you supposed to be perfect because of them?
Why don't i feel like this?
Just a feeling you get i guess...
xoxo
Thursday, 15 March 2012
Sunday, 4 March 2012
Chinese New Year
So I already told you guys that I won't be blogging much which I why I'm three months late uploading these pictures!!
I love love looovveee festivals and I really would love to either visit Japan or china to attend their festivals! :)
I'm just gonna let the pictures do the talking...
My iPhone case kept shifting so interfered with some of the pictures... :'(
Enjoy xoxo
I love love looovveee festivals and I really would love to either visit Japan or china to attend their festivals! :)
I'm just gonna let the pictures do the talking...
My iPhone case kept shifting so interfered with some of the pictures... :'(
Enjoy xoxo
Sunday, 12 February 2012
Quick Update
Bonjour,
I'm not dead. I haven't run off to another country. I haven't murdered anyone and went into hiding.
I've just been really really busy doing a whole heap ofrandom stuff.
-College work.
-Applying For Uni.
-Family Drama.
-Relationship Problems.
Etc Etc.
It's currently the valentines holiday.
&+ I'm single so I wont be going out. T-T
So I've got a week of free time.
Ill be updating thenew things that's happened in my life over the past 4 months.
Stay Safe & Well!!
xoxo
I'm not dead. I haven't run off to another country. I haven't murdered anyone and went into hiding.
I've just been really really busy doing a whole heap of
-College work.
-Applying For Uni.
-Family Drama.
-Relationship Problems.
Etc Etc.
It's currently the valentines holiday.
&+ I'm single so I wont be going out. T-T
So I've got a week of free time.
Ill be updating the
Stay Safe & Well!!
xoxo
Wednesday, 19 October 2011
Just Life...
OMG!!!!
I haven't watched an anime in like.... a month... an I mean like a whole series that would take me a day or 2
(If I'msuper dedicated)
I need my anime sources back... I think I'v read more manga's than anime's and I need to watch new ones.
Ergh. Just blogging while watching super natural.... *giggles*
Last day of college tomorrow... YER YER!!!
I totally deserve this week holiday... I need to get my sleeping pattern back on track.
Anyone got any anime that are new and cute and just addicting?
Aha just a quick random update really.
Ciao for now x
I haven't watched an anime in like.... a month... an I mean like a whole series that would take me a day or 2
(If I'm
I need my anime sources back... I think I'v read more manga's than anime's and I need to watch new ones.
Ergh. Just blogging while watching super natural.... *giggles*
Last day of college tomorrow... YER YER!!!
I totally deserve this week holiday... I need to get my sleeping pattern back on track.
Anyone got any anime that are new and cute and just addicting?
Aha just a quick random update really.
Ciao for now x
Sunday, 16 October 2011
Long Long Loooong Time
I haven't blogged since September.... wow how time flies...were already in the middle of October and within a blink of an eye its gonna be November... time surely does fly fast...
Tbh iv been meaning to blog but its either one thing or another that's been keeping me from blogging...
Main one would be the amount of college assignments I'v been getting; I have three teachers all of which are giving us at least 2 pieces of work to be completed by the end of the week.... but most of it is easy so it's completed pretty quick... one the other hand they ask for a lot of work like 7 pages for a simple pass grade *sigh*
Got to Do the work to get the grade!!
Another thing would be personal problems....
My boyfriend (Almost 3 years together) broke up with me.
Not gonna bore anyone with details. its been over two weeks and it still hurts a lot.
He says he couldn't take all the arguments (butevery other couples argue don't they?) and said we just don't work anymore... but surely we've had plenty more good times then bad? Isn't that enough to stay with the person you love?
Yeah I can admit I am a very argumentative person when I become too comfortable but we never argue about serious stuff like married couples..... just the stupid things each other does.... yeah it's childish but now I'v lost him.
He says nothing needs to change between us but I can't act normal around him knowing that I love him so much and if I give him distance he'l find someone else or if I talk to him constantly he'l get bored or annoyed with me.... its just very confusing.
I hope he comes back.
Anyway, I have a week holiday next week so i should be going out a lot so I will be blogging my experiences and fun times and what happens....
But for now, have fun and live long!!
Tbh iv been meaning to blog but its either one thing or another that's been keeping me from blogging...
Main one would be the amount of college assignments I'v been getting; I have three teachers all of which are giving us at least 2 pieces of work to be completed by the end of the week.... but most of it is easy so it's completed pretty quick... one the other hand they ask for a lot of work like 7 pages for a simple pass grade *sigh*
Another thing would be personal problems....
My boyfriend (Almost 3 years together) broke up with me.
Not gonna bore anyone with details. its been over two weeks and it still hurts a lot.
He says he couldn't take all the arguments (but
Yeah I can admit I am a very argumentative person when I become too comfortable but we never argue about serious stuff like married couples..... just the stupid things each other does.... yeah it's childish but now I'v lost him.
He says nothing needs to change between us but I can't act normal around him knowing that I love him so much and if I give him distance he'l find someone else or if I talk to him constantly he'l get bored or annoyed with me.... its just very confusing.
I hope he comes back.
Anyway, I have a week holiday next week so i should be going out a lot so I will be blogging my experiences and fun times and what happens....
But for now, have fun and live long!!
Friday, 9 September 2011
Cinema Trip!!
Hello my fellow bloggers!!
*Cries* Just realized I only have myself as a follower... pathetic I know... and I don't even know how to un-follow. Its really sad browsing other peoples blogs and seeing up to 150+ followers..
Well they say good things take time. Tick... Tick... Tock....
Anywho, I haven't really done much since my last blog apart from go cinemas, stay at home, sleep and eat. Regular teenage life. Not the best way to spend the last week of holiday but oh well I had nothing better to do if I'm completely honest.
I'm so excited. I just got my first Bubbi brush today. it delivered quite fast considering it was supposed to take 15-30 days. Only came in 10. I'm so excited to use it. Cant wait. For those who don't really know about Bubbi brushes or why they're called Bubbi brushes oor who Bubbi is then. Follow the links below:
So the first link is her website when i brought my brush ^-^ and the second one is her Youtube channel which made her super famous. But I might explain that in another blog.
I mentioned earlier that i went cinemas. Yes i went to the cinemas and watched two newly released films.
Apollo 18 & Fright Night.
Both kinda horror, scary films i guess. I like watching new horrors in nthe cinemas cause its funny seeing other people jump or scream hehe.
Anywho, Apollo 18 is about the moon and what secret is holds and apparently its based on a true story... but i found it really hard to believe... but I'm not gonna explain why because that would be spoiling it for the ones that haven't already seen it. But the film really blew my mind... I totally wasn't expecting to see what I saw. It was utterly... just whoa!! The film overall was great, a little bit confusing at the start but it ended quite well. They got it bang on how the government likes to cover up their secrets by lying to the general public. My overall rating for the film 3.5/5. Don't get me wrong its a really good film to watch but its the whole confusion of the movie that made the ratings a bit low. Check it out for yourself.
The second film I watched was Fright night. Before I went to watch the newly released version in cinema, the old version came on TV so i decided to watch it to compare the two. The story-line follows but the new version twisted and changed different points to make it more engaging to the audience I guess.... esp being in 3D. I didn't really see the point of having the 3D in the film because I don't think its the type of film for that. I swear I'll never watch another 3D movie for a 2 hour long period with those glasses cause my vision when I left the cinema was so blurry I almost walked into a post *covers face*. I'm blabbing on again so am just gonna wrap it up quickly. My overall rating 4/5 because it was a horror/comedy.
Bleh. I sound like a bloody critic and they really annoy me and i have yet again realised how boring my life is. *sigh*
Godnight all.
xoxo
*Cries* Just realized I only have myself as a follower... pathetic I know... and I don't even know how to un-follow. Its really sad browsing other peoples blogs and seeing up to 150+ followers..
Well they say good things take time. Tick... Tick... Tock....
Anywho, I haven't really done much since my last blog apart from go cinemas, stay at home, sleep and eat. Regular teenage life. Not the best way to spend the last week of holiday but oh well I had nothing better to do if I'm completely honest.
I'm so excited. I just got my first Bubbi brush today. it delivered quite fast considering it was supposed to take 15-30 days. Only came in 10. I'm so excited to use it. Cant wait. For those who don't really know about Bubbi brushes or why they're called Bubbi brushes oor who Bubbi is then. Follow the links below:
So the first link is her website when i brought my brush ^-^ and the second one is her Youtube channel which made her super famous. But I might explain that in another blog.
I mentioned earlier that i went cinemas. Yes i went to the cinemas and watched two newly released films.
Apollo 18 & Fright Night.
Both kinda horror, scary films i guess. I like watching new horrors in nthe cinemas cause its funny seeing other people jump or scream hehe.
Anywho, Apollo 18 is about the moon and what secret is holds and apparently its based on a true story... but i found it really hard to believe... but I'm not gonna explain why because that would be spoiling it for the ones that haven't already seen it. But the film really blew my mind... I totally wasn't expecting to see what I saw. It was utterly... just whoa!! The film overall was great, a little bit confusing at the start but it ended quite well. They got it bang on how the government likes to cover up their secrets by lying to the general public. My overall rating for the film 3.5/5. Don't get me wrong its a really good film to watch but its the whole confusion of the movie that made the ratings a bit low. Check it out for yourself.
The second film I watched was Fright night. Before I went to watch the newly released version in cinema, the old version came on TV so i decided to watch it to compare the two. The story-line follows but the new version twisted and changed different points to make it more engaging to the audience I guess.... esp being in 3D. I didn't really see the point of having the 3D in the film because I don't think its the type of film for that. I swear I'll never watch another 3D movie for a 2 hour long period with those glasses cause my vision when I left the cinema was so blurry I almost walked into a post *covers face*. I'm blabbing on again so am just gonna wrap it up quickly. My overall rating 4/5 because it was a horror/comedy.
Bleh. I sound like a bloody critic and they really annoy me and i have yet again realised how boring my life is. *sigh*
Godnight all.
xoxo
Friday, 2 September 2011
First Time Blog
Iv probably sat here thinking how to start off my first ever blog and what exactly I should write about. (Clearly suffering from writers block)
I was thinking along the lines of "Hello my muffins" but then realizing that I have no friends or followers or whatever you want to call them on my blog so who exactly am I talking to? Myself? Random people that will find my blog, read it and leave without adding me as a friend? *sigh*
I'm really new to this and to prove how new I am, I spent the last half hour designing the blog, which I still don't like. The templates were terrible and I couldn't figure out what the colors I was choosing were mainly for. For example, I would choose a light purple for something called tabs but the design view wouldn't tell me where or what the tabs were...
Hopefully with time I will conquer the design of my blog to how I want it to look, but I think I'm gonna need some help, so does anyone have any ideas how I can choose my own background and ensure that my posts section isn't transparent?
Urgh. I'm supposed to be good at computers, I feel so undermined that a simple design for my first time blog has destroyed my confidence and shattered minor brain cells in the space of 10 minutes.
Its the second of September (as its probably telling you somewhere on here) and I will be going back to college in ten days. How I spent my two and half month holiday I will never know. I think I wasted most my money (that I was supposed to be saving) on items I haven't even used yet or didn't really have any use for them in the first place. Has anyone ever done that?
Saw some utterly cute in the store, brought it and the moment you bring it home you ask yourself "Why did I buy this?" and then cry in the corner for wasting all that money. *cries*
I swear I've done that on sooo many items that I thought I had a use for, and it just ended up sitting in my wardrobe til I remembered its existence.
This year (from September) I'm going to save up all my money and buy things that i really really need. Like a winter coat and bag for college. More or less that plan isn't going to work but I'm willing to try my best!!
Hmm... what else can I talk about.... *thinks*.... Oh for the past two nights iv been contemplating which hair color I should use to dye my hair. I'm planning on using the Liese Bubble hair color because all the reviews have been spot on and it comes out in a foamy kinda mixture for even hair tone and its got my vote 100%.
BUT I cant decide the on the color to use. Because my hair is already a really dark brown, i wanted to spice it up a bit so the first color I choose was mocha orange. (below) But then, me being me, had to check the reviews and they all varied, I mean some were like really really bright brown with gorgeous hints of orange while the others were quite a dark orange. So I was kinda put off......
I'm kinda of dragging this whole blog thing on and on so I'm gonna wrap it up quickly.
(Mocha orange)
So after 6 straight hours of looking at the different colors Liese had to offer (Chestnut brown, Milk Tea Brown, Mocha Orange, Ash brown... the list goes on) I finally found the one that I truly wanted, that had results with the same color on all different people.
Chiffon Beige (below) This is the color I'm going to dye my hair this coming October (If i can get the money sorted).
I'm not exactly sure when I'l be blogging next time, but I'm hoping to keep it to a minimum of once a week when college starts back, considering I wont be doing anything interesting in the next coming 10 days I will try to blog every two days before I go back to college, reminiscing the time I spent doing who-knows-what during my holiday.
I hope no one got confused. Aha I shall break it down.
For the next 10 days, I will be blogging every 2 days. (Hoping I dont forget my password)
When I start college (12th September) I'll be blogging every week, mainly because I know how distracted I get when I'm given college work to do at home. So so stressful.
Any who, for those who have read my first ever blog (Iv mentioned that word a lot) thanks for reading and I hope you will add me as a friend, share all your knowledge about how this thing works and vice versa.
Ciao for now =]
xx
I was thinking along the lines of "Hello my muffins" but then realizing that I have no friends or followers or whatever you want to call them on my blog so who exactly am I talking to? Myself? Random people that will find my blog, read it and leave without adding me as a friend? *sigh*
I'm really new to this and to prove how new I am, I spent the last half hour designing the blog, which I still don't like. The templates were terrible and I couldn't figure out what the colors I was choosing were mainly for. For example, I would choose a light purple for something called tabs but the design view wouldn't tell me where or what the tabs were...
Hopefully with time I will conquer the design of my blog to how I want it to look, but I think I'm gonna need some help, so does anyone have any ideas how I can choose my own background and ensure that my posts section isn't transparent?
Urgh. I'm supposed to be good at computers, I feel so undermined that a simple design for my first time blog has destroyed my confidence and shattered minor brain cells in the space of 10 minutes.
Its the second of September (as its probably telling you somewhere on here) and I will be going back to college in ten days. How I spent my two and half month holiday I will never know. I think I wasted most my money (that I was supposed to be saving) on items I haven't even used yet or didn't really have any use for them in the first place. Has anyone ever done that?
Saw some utterly cute in the store, brought it and the moment you bring it home you ask yourself "Why did I buy this?" and then cry in the corner for wasting all that money. *cries*
I swear I've done that on sooo many items that I thought I had a use for, and it just ended up sitting in my wardrobe til I remembered its existence.
This year (from September) I'm going to save up all my money and buy things that i really really need. Like a winter coat and bag for college. More or less that plan isn't going to work but I'm willing to try my best!!
Hmm... what else can I talk about.... *thinks*.... Oh for the past two nights iv been contemplating which hair color I should use to dye my hair. I'm planning on using the Liese Bubble hair color because all the reviews have been spot on and it comes out in a foamy kinda mixture for even hair tone and its got my vote 100%.
BUT I cant decide the on the color to use. Because my hair is already a really dark brown, i wanted to spice it up a bit so the first color I choose was mocha orange. (below) But then, me being me, had to check the reviews and they all varied, I mean some were like really really bright brown with gorgeous hints of orange while the others were quite a dark orange. So I was kinda put off......
I'm kinda of dragging this whole blog thing on and on so I'm gonna wrap it up quickly.
So after 6 straight hours of looking at the different colors Liese had to offer (Chestnut brown, Milk Tea Brown, Mocha Orange, Ash brown... the list goes on) I finally found the one that I truly wanted, that had results with the same color on all different people.
Chiffon Beige (below) This is the color I'm going to dye my hair this coming October (If i can get the money sorted).
I'm not exactly sure when I'l be blogging next time, but I'm hoping to keep it to a minimum of once a week when college starts back, considering I wont be doing anything interesting in the next coming 10 days I will try to blog every two days before I go back to college, reminiscing the time I spent doing who-knows-what during my holiday.
I hope no one got confused. Aha I shall break it down.
For the next 10 days, I will be blogging every 2 days. (Hoping I dont forget my password)
When I start college (12th September) I'll be blogging every week, mainly because I know how distracted I get when I'm given college work to do at home. So so stressful.
Any who, for those who have read my first ever blog (Iv mentioned that word a lot) thanks for reading and I hope you will add me as a friend, share all your knowledge about how this thing works and vice versa.
Ciao for now =]
xx
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